Lunch

It is lunch time and I haven't eaten yet today..... simply because this new relationship I have with blogging has filled my mind and well, I want to succeed so badly I haven't been hungry! I want to succeed for myself and my imaginary cheerleaders! lol.... I have though taken a multi vitamin and decided I am adding 4 bottles of water to my commitment I know it should be 8 but I haven't been drinking water lately so its starting at 4.

Yesterday my 68 year old mother got pulled over by a police officer and received a ticket for expired inspection ticket. At hat moment I was shoving a quarter pounder cheeseburger from McDonald's in my mouth. As begin to become slightly hungry that is the food I want most right now! MacDonald's - The mother of all evil to someone desperate to shed the pounds! Cleaning even feels fantastic because I keep telling myself with each scrub I am building arm muscles....

I suppose this isn't all too interesting but I have made a super scary promise to myself I am posting a pic covered in the delicate areas to show my fat body and every three months I am going to post a new one to show the improvements.... Once you expose yourself like that I think it will be even harder to go back to trying black clothes and dumb tricks to hide my fat... It will be out here for the world and I will have to keep my word to keep my pride!
Until next time
Mindy Lou Who