Good Morning! Today I woke up already thinking about how I am going to be fighting not stuffing my face! Not such a great way to start out.
I have such an extremest attitude that I either want to cook everything so it will all get eaten up or eat everything just from the anxiety of this new commitment to myself. I believed I compromised in the fact that I invited the neighbor children over for breakfast and cooked all the eggs and put together a spread for breakfast tacos. I indulged in coffee. I also decided Sodas of any kind are officially off my entering my mouth list.

My mouth is going to become exclusive by invitation only and I have put a list up of terrorist foods. Unlike the U.S. list these things are absolutely not welcome no mistakes. So far though its only fast food, soda and sweets. I will not be in taking any alcohol either except I have already sent an invite to the bubbly for New Years eve other than that its a no fly zone.

I weighed in at 183 this am, so already 3 lbs lighter than yesterday. Not sure how that happen other than possibly sweating in my sleep thinking about how I really need to change my habits! Today's to do list - Clean house extensively. Play with kids outside and a nice walk. All of these things are relative to exercise for me at this point! I am going to look up weight loss tips via Internet later and make a list of things I am going to try....... Hopefully this 50 lb goal will be made before I know it.
If I can dream about refusing cake every night I figure that will sweat me 3 lbs a night =) . Anyways its off to start my to dos wish me luck!