Good mORNING ALL 178 OF MYSELF!

So the day started off earlier than normal. My dear friend Carol Ham came and gave me a jump start on house cleaning about 6 am and well, My mom had to be dropped off at work by seven Emily went to the neighbors about 630 and Mahli was at school by 7115 so Judah could be at his dentist appointment by 730. His teeth were perfect and that is awesome so I didn't feel the stress of a chewing out by the dentist and then want to shove a pie down my own pie hole!

So I dropped my son off and returned home did my weigh in and still at 178. Grrrr. This is going to be a long haul. I have to do it though I cant stand being fatty mcfatterson anymore!
Off to do laundry that never ends, go by the college for my own classes and pick up the plumbing snake to fix my toilet that Judah tried to take spider man deep sea diving in! Its gonna be a good day because that's what I choose, its just about moving forward cause I want to take a nap! But I hope my check in tomorrow will reveal some weight loss! Catch you on the flip side!

Suprises!

So I have lost Ten lbs thus far...... It is not awww inspiring yet though because this first 10 was easy cheesy! Its time to get in that anything to lose it mode. Without purging or starvation. Honestly right now those appeal more than hard work! But yesterday I found Golden treasures awaiting me while organizing the untouched for years in my room. A bottle of Hoodia and 12 more patches.

So I took the Hoodia this morning and put on another patch! I am cleaning my kids room today and I think the up and down in and out of this enormous task will make me sweat a little, combined with the shock every time I touch a talking toy and it scares the hey out of me! II hope somewhere someone is reading this and thankful that there is another person trying to lose weight without being psycho. I mean I had 3 kids in 3 years I am never going to look like all the young un-stretched marked bodies of the 20 yr old dating all the single men in town and honestly as a grown woman who gave life my desire to has kinda passed. I want to look fit healthy and not starved. It is hard though I am no longer a spring chicken and my freedom to be at the gym until 11 at night has long passed.
To whomever you may be if you are real let me know your reading I need the encouragement.
Until tomorrow!

New Year New nada =)

Unfortunately , I had sooo much fun during my holiday that well, I just stopped caring about my pot belly and danced the nights away! I did things like binge eat and shout a little louder during praise at church as if Jesus would come to my aid in my weight loss as I sat by and did nothing because I jumped a little higher... Not that that was my motives in praising but in my vain mind the thoughts did pass through. But I weigh in at 178 and 3/4 So there is some progress. Maybe its the Jen Fe Next ? I don't know but I do know my first step is to join the boot camp classes at Jamie's Therapeutic Spa and Touch. So there is an exercise commitment. I haven't written on here in three days as if avoiding the pages would somehow help me to deny that my arse is seeping over the sides of my chair and by all means I can have another donut. But time to get back on track and keep it real! Thanks for reading whomever you may be real or imagined! It helps me keep fighting the battle of the bulge until tomorrow!